Thursday, June 25, 2009
ah dey ya~ suppose to type in Chinese, but since my recently upgraded Vista Ultimate doesn't have the language pack` so here's a English version!
Thoughts bombarded itself against the walls of my mind~ Sprouting, growing wildly and freely... Many upon many of happenings~ Can't stop it from flowing, infesting.
Getting back a terrible Maths results~ Pulls my heart from the Moon and back to Earth, depicts a tale of Apollo 13-"Successful Failure"- 47% overall didn't define me a instant failure, but an assured heck-load of work! A heavy blow to my confidence, and a definitely a wake up call. "You are still F^^^^$#-ing far from who you think you are! Wake up. You need to prove."
Excited, always is. The rush, the urge to contact and the numbing, softening feel of missing a person~ Keeps you going and going... Different, this time is. Time, Space and History. At 23(turning), a mature and invisible kind of "tug-of-war" was developed between the two people and inside of yourself. Yet, this strong feeling is nostalgic as hell.
Family. Back home. 4 of us. Living as 1. Somehow, the old times became so distant that I can't even feel anything or relate anything to it. Now~ this is more like it! Never once did I thought about this till now...sitting on the same chair , same desk and cushion as 4 years ago. Biggest difference? My door is always open. :)
Crazy weather it is... For the first time in 6 1/2 years... Today, at home, it hailed infront of my eyes. The many little ice beads even went through the chimney, into the house!!! (O.M.Goodness!)
Random isn't? That’s what's inside my head... The cold seems to hold a grip on my bones, immobilizing my limbs... My tired eyes are willing to throw a green light at every first thought that bounces off the walls of my mind, allowing my fingers to elaborate their stories.
I'm so happy A song that roughly captures the voices of my wild thoughts. Happiness, anger, sincerity and sadness... rhythm that will continuously push my mind forward and moving on....and on...
Till the next hiccup of life arrives.
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Peter
A.D 1986 -
Adores
Life itself
Always glad to be alive and well. ^_^
DETESTS
Sickness & Death itself
It would be... meaningless. -_-'''
S pirit sings inside
<五月天-雌雄同体>
P a s s i o n S p i r i ts
/我
Hismemorys
babyA
babyLG
Kane
Chan
HAMSTER
Keyo
asSpecialas
Qing
My Dear
Evajas
Winter
Thatsher
WangWang
Mamma Mia
simplehui
Coolcumber
Musiic
Frankritic
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