Doorstep of Guinea Fowl Trail

It is a nature reserve a walk away from home, happen to feel like exercising, so did some mountain biking there~

Along the top of the hill, the trail are lined up with flowers/pollens(?)...

Chatted with friends back in Singapore... What I did realised, while on my relaxed and holiday mood, is that people's sincerity and the joy in life itself have been blurred and almost brainwashed by the society that raised them up...

Having the best education that the world could offer, having the most envied set of results will guaranteed you a position and status in this concrete and systematic system of the human society. This probably rings a bell to many, including me.

What is human? Are we not emotional creatures, born to cry, born to die? What is the meaning of life?

"I want the best deal in life!"

Everyone else says the same thing too.

The yellow fields spread through out the slope on my right and including the area behind me...pretty cool` but too bad, it is not multi-colours.

Approaching the top of the hill before going into a steep descent into the valley trails~ the top is next to the cliff! Obviously...I'll walk my bike there.... -_-'''

Cliff edge

That is a really freaky tree, it is bare of any leaves, yet it stands there mysteriously , drawing you closer and closer to the edge of the cliff, and catches you off balance.(how I felt that moment...)

My view on life itself greatly changed during the course of this year....

Especially, after going to University , taking up Physics and learning so much , so much... how things work, how Maths is the great base for everything under the sun... how small, how tiny, how insignificant, how parasitic, how wonderful humans are.

Life is so amazing, or I should say knowledge is so powerful and amazing... If I can , if I could, how I wish I could know everything and applying them.

It is a feeling of power.

If I have that power, would I turn snobbish? Would I become what some have become? Blinded by the power of knowledge? Where is the glory when you indulged in your own self-satisfaction? What are the human qualities? What is it that we are going to lie to our next generation? Like the generation before us did?

The One who knows, must teach those who don't.

I am not a preacher nor a true believer, yet, I despise narrow thinkers.

Life, I believe should be a bright and heavenly one. Even if, there is no Heaven, at least we know what it is like.

It is impossible, but could it be possible for us to come to terms with our conscience, since conscience was the first thing this society taught me... Even if this society practise hypocrisy infront of me, because I am part of this human society.

Valley trail towards Walmer

Blue Lallangs. When I first spotted the first one, I immediately think of vandalism...till when I start seeing the second, the third, then a whole bunch on the side of a hill- It can't be vandalism, it is too widely spread out in area and later, I travelled to another area far away, I see it again` Goodness, may I the only one who never knew blue Lallangs existed??!

Insect Rights Movement banner : " SPIDEY CHEATED!"

It's a catus! It's a venus flytrap! It's a bloody weed!! (an evil one too.)

Amazing though.

Was helping dad plucking some weed, and got a shock when I got pricked by this wicked thing. Being here for so long, and this is the first time I came across this kind of weed`

A weed with thorns: solid, hardened, sharp. covering mostly both sides of the leaves and and the central core, there is a bud with thorns protruding all over... NASTY KIND OF BEAUTY!

Mimicry? A bee-looking fly.

Wasps' nest...

Sometimes, the negative side of me pops up like a meteorite crashes into my heart and I just thought of events like End of the World, apocalyptic moments... Just end it and may peace rule this mysterious universe, Everything.

Then, boredom strikes- it will be too boring then. Life is more fun, and challenging~ If I would just ignore this wretched human society and just enjoy the beauty of life...

hmm.. maybe things aren't that bad! There are so many things I still need to do, can do and can try!! Haha, once I told my engineering friends...

"...I sometimes wish the world will just end, then we won't have all this misery...err, but wait, let me get my degree and then let me enjoy my life first!..."

Ends up laughing~~

I know, I'm selfish. >.<'''

Thanks to the previous owner of the house, I have roses to accompany my dull spirit through winter -_-'''

All year bloom roses accompanied with messy lawn with "pond" (hahaha~~ Welcome to the wild side of home~)

Me, down with the sickness period... I might not be able to toucch my nose with my tongue, but my hair could... my ears is going to be invisible soon...haha~ 3-4 months never cut hair loh~~!

Too much crapping and philosophies~ AHHH!! I still have my Integrals and whole half semester Maths to revise!!!!!!!

(Goodness... )