...Spirit dreams within

One of my favourite beetles~ Haven't seen it for 3 years !

I love the special look of it, golden plated,greenish body and a kind of semi-transparent shell protecting it's whole body! Beautifully evolved.

Look carefully, you'll realise a second but extremely faint rainbow above it.

My little moods~

Today is a crazy day` dun really felt like elaborating too much on it` to summarize:

-Instructor didn't showed up coz his car broke down

-Pissed off with his attitude

-In a huff and rush, I got a new instructor~ from EC driving school

-Name is Lester, a young coloured chap

-cheaper~ only R100/hr

-2weeks left till test

-Gotta start gather back my thoughts and composure

It seems like a bad day, but there is a good news* though~

Dear is feeling slightly feverish, I am very worried but...

Please take care of yourself dear~ you have to.

-Tell mum

-Drink lots of water

-Go to bed

-If still feeling feverish, please take leave

"I'm sorry I didn't use the best of tone of voice and the best of paitence to coax you...I hope you understand, I have to do it the hard way to get you resting asap. Because I know your pattern, so I do wat I had to do. Hughug and I love you."

Moments ago... I was kinda overcame with emotions, sadness, emptiness, and courage. Towards the countdown of the days of seperation seems so far away... Feelings are strong and powerful, so full of provoke that I actually tasted salt.

I wrote the previous entry for you, hope you can understand and stay by me.

For as long as you wish to.