"...a doctor? a scientist? an astronomer? No dear~ he is going to be a Rockstar" (Yo~)

Time really flies~~~~~ whew~~~~~ and I am in 2008, haha~ I went to swim again today` haven't swam since they workers are here renovating....

I netted the grass and dirt off the water surface for around 10mins. While doing so, I hear the family next door playing and dogs barking, I suddenly thought of the past...how many neighbours have moved into the house next door~who have moved in and out? I never really interact with my neighbours` only "hi-bye" relations~

Everyone is moving on in life. Everyone.

With my troubling and upcoming events such as my driver's test and my start of university~ I am starting to lose my cool, my clear thinking. My biggest worry now is my driver's test... it is not only my mum's money` I dunno how to answer to myself if I were to fail it... maybe I am too scared to accept failure, road has been smooth all the way~ I really dun want to fall.

Mum says " ...this is nothing, NOTHING. It is the smallest and least important thing. You have a bigger problem ahead of you- Your Degree. You should focus on that instead..." before hand~ she emphasize "...it doesn't matter how much money i spend on your drivers, the thing that matter to me is I WILL NOT ACCEPT FOR THE REASON OF NOT TRYING OUR BEST..."

This is a big support. Yet as of my own personal pride- I BELIEVE IT WILL BE MY RESPONSIBLITY TO DO MY BEST. I am really getting frantically nervous to the point I am starting to get excited. I wish the test will be NOW. End my suffering, my worries. Bloody kill my cells and sleep. -------__--------'''

After cleaning, I jumped, did a full somersault and went into the pool...it is getting dark...the visibility is not good and plus i am a four-eyed so it is really quite blurry, i swam around, freestyled, butterflied, and underwatered...

What made me cherish swimming even more~ is I might not have a chance to have a pool again...in 6 days time, I'll be flying to Cape Town...no more pool, no more doggy, no more space and privacy... back to living under one roof with another family...Life anew.

4 years. 08. 09. 10. 11.

I looked around, I looked at the house, the garden, the pool, my dog~ I know days like this, the picture I see...shall never come by again... I am moving, dog is 8years old and could be gone in a few years time, leaving parents again, bro is still in singapore.... Alone and independant. haha` My dear... I seldom look back~ yet now...Flying in 6 days time, Really really makes me tink back into the past. Haha` Qing~ you can laugh at me for looking back :)

When it is time to move on, I'll move.

Time waits for no one~ the best times, best memories~ are nothing but memories.

A better future awaits the man who look past his past and strive for a even better future.