Thursday, January 24, 2008

In around 11hrs time...I'll be in air yet again~
Flying to take my first step to my Vision and my Dream.

Yesterday, on the 22nd of January, I did my driver's license test.

I FAILED MISERABLY. 1 foolish yet nightmarish mistake that cost me my test. Ending the test in a flipping 5mins.

Well, to put it short, I drove into a "SHOP" or "CNA" as my instructor described.

For the first of a very long time................I TASTED THE TASTE OF DEFEAT.

It is a chop suey recipe of horrible, nightmarish, angry, sad, regrets. UNBELIEVABLE.

But it is not the end, bloody hell` geez like it....
If I give up now, then I AM NOT XU ZHE ZHANG. (Thank you my dear~you gave me the courage to forget and try again.) I AM FREAKING PISSED AND CROSSED.

I WANT MY REVENGE ( -_- ''' on myself...on my stupidity )

Went and booked this morning for a re-test on the 29th of March during my March school holidays. This time, I'm not going to repeat my mistake. Nor giving any chances to fail by immediate failure.


Joked with my mum say why not I just go buy a license? She got serious and said,"I wanna puke, because a young man like you think of such a lowly and dishonourable way of getting something, i dun care how much you have to take the test...it is a great feeling and proud one to pass the test with your own ability." After I heard wat she says tat, I was quite taken back. Although I was only joking, but I realise I should be more firm and serious rather than making such a comment. Goodness~ wat am I thinking?

2 months~ I'll be back. To pass.



Took this photo 3 days ago~ this mantis is laying eggs at the front door! :)

This is the last pic with Yong till...(look here la~!)

Quite a big paw aint it?

I love Praying Mantis~ One of my favourite insects. The lower body is camouflaged with literally leaf-patterned wings and beautiful, striking forearms...it is almost not a insect to me because of it's claws.

"Camou- On"

Today~ After went to the traffic department to apply for the re-test, I went back to shop have lunch. Right after, I went back home, vaccumed the whole house(as promised) which took me 2 hrs+ . YOU BET IT IS TIRING!

Quickly, went online to chat with dear~ Qing is looking great, better than those exam days, she is happier and much healthier! :):):):) I am veryvery happy to see her in good shape~

This might be the last time we msn, coz I'll have to negotiate with the Jack's family about the internet issues before I can tap their connections~ at least before the matter is settled, I'm sure they wouldn't mind letting me e-mail~

"Dear~ please bear with me for these few days' as promised, I'll at least e-mail you. And dun worry~ I WILL CONTACT YOU DE!" (-______-)''''

2mrw, or today. Will be a Big Day for me and for Qing~ I'll be moving and she'll be receiving her O'levels results~ Oh' How I hope she will save the tears~ haha` I tink she needs some drama, she confirm can't hold her tears back~~~~ Aiyaya...

"Dun cry liao la~ I fail liao` also like tat... just redo loh~ then you no matter good or bad` I tink you still cry~ Hughug. Dun cry liao la~ ok? Hughug."

Hope to heard Good News from you soon! And after you recieve you results~ then you can discuss your future with me la! :)

:) I miss you , I'll miss you.

After chatting, I went to have a haircut~ came back home, reply Ham-ter msgs(Jia you la!!!!), had my last dinner in PE. Begin packing and packing and packing, time flies and it is 1230am le...sigh~ kinda like the time I left Singapore~ haha..........................

Thats all. (& a bag for laptop-->not in pic)

Need to ZzzzZz now le...Goodnight PE, Good Morning CPT.

whew... again...

In the future ah` I tink I prefered to remain in one place la, haha~ so now is Cape Town.

Chiong finish , and Chiong well~

because~

Future awaits for me now, to engineer it.

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